Ontologically Incapable
It was 1994 and I was a seminarian serving as the Legislative Aide to
the
House of Bishops' Committee on Constitution at the General Convention
in
Indianapolis. The chair of that committee was William Wantland - the
then
Bishop of Eau Claire - and he provided what was arguably the most
memorable
(to me) moment of GC1994 when he took time from the business of
convention
to explain to me why I could never be a priest.
Thanking me for my work with the committee he went on to say that
despite my
"significant gifts for ministry" I could never actually be a priest
because
I was "ontologically incapable of being an efficacious bearer of a
sacerdotal presence."
Wow.
I'll admit I don't recall my immediate response to that pronouncement
- and
I also admit I had to go home and look up a few words to "unpack" what
had
just been said. I'd spent enough time "It Pays To Increase Your Word
Power"
in Reader's Digest as a child to know what each of those words meant
(more
or less) individually - but strung together I basically had no clue
what
Bishop Wantland's point was. I got the "what part" - he was telling me
that
the very essence of my being wasn't up to being used sacramentally:
that I
was incapable of being an outward and visible sign of an inward and
spiritual grace.
But it really wasn't until I got some face-time the next semester with
Thomas Aquinas and his Summa Thelogica that I finally figured it out
"why
part." You see, Thomas, in his seminal theological treatise, offered
explanations for almost everything: including where little girls come
from.
It seems the cutting edge scientific minds of the 13th century accepted
the
concept of something called the "homunculus" - which is defined as "a
miniature, fully formed individual believed by adherents of the early
biological theory of preformation to be present in the sperm cell." The
theory presumed that each sperm contained a perfect "little human" that
was
deposited by the father into the mother. Dad's part was done at that
point -
so if something went wrong with the pregnancy it was clearly on Mom's
watch.
That was the biology of the day - (hang in here with me: I feel a
little
like Ron Reagan trying to explain embryonic stem cell research to the
Democratic National Convention!) - and it was Thomas Aquinas who went
one
step further and used that biology to inform his theology.
The problem he faced was the "imago dei" one - the "image of God" part.
For
if human beings were created in the image of God - who was, of course,
male - then the perfect homunculus was also necessarily male. (And now
it's
time for the "where do little girls come from" part. Ready? It's really
very
simple.) Thomas declares - in the Summa Theologica - that females can
therefore be explained as flawed males: and he posits that the cause
might
just be "an ill south wind blowing at the time of conception."
And suddenly - in the middle of my second year Major Christian
Doctrines
class - I figured out Bill Wantland's concern. Of COURSE he didn't
think I
was ontologically capable of being whole enough - HOLY enough - to
preside
at the Holy Mysteries. It makes perfect sense - or at least it does if
you'
re willing to base your theology on 13th century biology. If women are
actually just flawed men then they really CAN'T "live in to the full
stature
of Christ" - in fact, one might wonder why we even continue to baptize
them,
poor things, much less consider ordaining them. We might even want to
start
adding a footnote in the psalter to the "thou art fearfully and
wonderfully
made" part that would say "except for those of you defective as a
result of
that ill south wind blowing at the time of conception."
Do I overstate the point? Of course I do - but then that's the point of
a
"blog" I think: so those of us who plan to die with no unexpressed
thoughts
have a place to overstate them.
Nevertheless, in this
week-where-we-celebrated-the-30th-anniversary-of-the-ordination-of-women
I
hope we can be given the grace to recognize how far we have come as a
church - and as a culture - since those courageous eleven women marched
down
the aisle of the Church of the Advocate in Philadelphia. In presenting
themselves for ordination to the priesthood, they became icons of the
ontologically capable. They helped the church take one
giant-if-creaking/groaning/arduous step forward in the process of
healing
itself of centuries of the misogyny that has infected it: the impact of
those whose theology is based on outdated and unexamined biology.
I had the amazing privilege of marking that occasion by standing behind
the
altar at All Saints, Pasadena on July 29, 2004 - con-celebrating the
Holy
Eucharist with my sister-priest Wilma Jakobsen for a congregation that
included George Regas - rector emeritus and visionary voice in the
struggle
for women's ordination. And I saw in my mind's eye a whole parade of
saints
passing by who had made this day possible. I saw the women - lay and
ordained - whose work and witness gave hope and offered inspiration:
the men
whose vision, partnership and advocacy helped move mountains and make
miracles. We were celebrating a whole communion of saints whose witness
had
made possible the "Philadelphia Eleven" stepping out in faith 1974 -
and all
those who had come since whose ministries have so enlivened and
enriched the
work and witness of the church. Barbara Harris, Carter Heyward and
Carmen
Guerrero. Liz Habecker, Elizabeth Kaeton and Jane Holmes Dixon.
Ontologically incapable, my eye!
And yet, if we base our 21st century theology on 13th century biology,
that'
s the conclusion we - like Bill Wantland - will reach. What, I want to
know,
is the point of inheriting a tradition that balances scripture,
tradition
and reason if we refuse to apply our God-given reason to our
theological
discourse? Excluding over 50% of the baptized from full inclusion in
the
Body of Christ based on 13th century biology makes no sense whatsoever
to
me - nor does the conclusion that ANY child of God is created anything
other
than "fearfully and wonderfully" by the Creator who loves them.
Old news? A "done deal?" Not to those in the Diocese of Fort Worth
where
what is commonplace to most of us in the Episcopal Church (the
inclusion of
women in all orders of ministry) is still a dream far from being
realized.
Not to the faithful remnant of loyal Episcopalians I met with in Fort
Worth
who are still working and networking, praying and striving in that
diocese
to make "The Episcopal Church Welcomes YOU" signs outside their church
buildings apply to everyone. Not to those who have courageously stepped
forward and established "Integrity Fort Worth" as a
chapter-in-formation -
who invited me last weekend to come celebrate with them as they embark
on
this witness to God's inclusive love to those in such desperate need of
it.
And so in the same way my mind's eye conjured up that parade of saints
of
those whose vision, courage and prophetic witness made the recent 30th
Anniversary of the Ordination of Women celebration possible, I hold in
awe
and thanksgiving those here-and-now saints laboring on behalf of the
Gospel
in the Diocese of Fort Worth.
Rev. Susan Russell is the president of Integrity,
a nonprofit organization of lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender [GLBT] Episcopalians
and our straight friends.
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